Noah's 15th Birthday Party= Paintballing

Hey Ya'll! How's it going??

This wonderful Sunday afternoon we had my brother's 15th birthday party! I can't believe he's that old already! It seems just like yesterday that he was a baby!! But time flies when you're having fun.

We decided to have a paint-balling party! It was so much fun!! I want to do it again. hopefully soon.
I'll post pictures later if i remember,
We started out with planning for 10 people to play :Daddy, Noah, Noah's Friend Landon, Landon's dad, A Friend from Llama's and his dad, Nolan, Eric,  Jordan and I.
Then Eric called me Yesterday (September 12th) and say that he was unable to play due to plans he had forgotten about. So that left us with 9 players!
Then Landon and his father got sick so that left us with 7 players. So it was fun.. We played at the Jordan's house. He supplied the guns and C02 gas and we supplied the paintballs. We played for about 3 hours! Lots of fun! Lots of bruises!

Totally worth it though...

Happy Birthday Noah!!


Cowboysgal

School is starting week 3!

Happy Labor Day everyone!

my goodness life has been crazy..
School started 2 weeks ago and taking 5 classes hasn't been as crazy as i thought it would be.

On Thursday, my car wouldn't start, again, and so i called my knights in shining armor, Nolan and Jordan Mellinger, to come help me. Which they did! and I'm so thankful. Unfortunately Nolan looked at it and was unable to fix it. I took my grandfather out to my car yesterday and he was unable to fix it yesterday also. Unfortunately i don't have the finances to just go out and buy a car or even get a car payment.

Jordan and I have been able to talk more this week and we've both asked questions that we both wanted to ask. Our Friendship is taking root, so things are going well..

Work has been busy. I just started to work nights, Friday nights instead of Saturdays. So i'll work Fridays from 9pm to 4am. It's going to be interesting, This past Friday night wasn't too bad, except that when i got home at 4, i didn't want to go to sleep. so i ended up staying awake until around 5.

I went to a wedding on Saturday, My Dear Friend Hannah Darling married her best friend Jared Kelley. Their wedding was beautiful. I wasn't able to go to the reception because we(Neenah, Emma and I) had to go to the llama camp out at the girls scout camp.

Ok well back to school..
please continue  praying for Me, Jordan and my family and his family. I'll continue praying that anybody who reads this will be uplifted and blessed.

cowboysgal94

My Heart is breaking....

This is the hardest post I've ever had to do... even harder than telling you all that my grandmother had passed away. :(

On August 18th, at 4:32 pm, Jordan broke up with me. He told me it was because he didn't feel like he was giving 110% towards this relationship and that he didn't feel like his heart was in it for Marriage. He told me that he didn't want to hurt me...
                I have a news flash for him though



he did hurt me. He hurt me by acting like he cared for me. I know him well enough to know that he never lied to me but deep down inside i do feel lied to. Because he keep it a secret that he had things on his mind. i wish he had told me there was things he was thinking about and i would have prayed for them with him.
I told myself last week and i'm still telling myself it every day. That if he wanted to talk with me, he has my number and text messages go both ways. he said he wanted to just be friends.

I don't want to be just friends. I really don't believe it;s over.. I want to wait for him. I really hope he does ask me back out but in the time being, i have to find my feet since he knocked them out from underneath me.
I still love him. He's such a amazing person and He was such a blessing for me. I really do believe that he's the one the Lord has in store for me. I'm just praying that the lord will put us back together and that we'll learn from this.
Please Pray for me this up coming weeks and please pray for Jordan and his wonderful Family.
Pray that i don't lose my 2 best friends.

Cowboysgal