Finishing it up

Hello, It's been quite some time since i've been on here. Doesn't mean that I Haven't been thinkin about you all.
So Small news first.... I've decided to get my bachelor's....Taxes are over.....This sesmeter is almost done.... I've order my invitations for graduation....and I'm dating again.

So much in so little time.
For spring break i went to Virginia again and left my dear boyfriend Nick at home. Boy did he miss me? :) I was glad to come back. I had gotten sick before i went down there and i was sick while i was down there so i was so ready to come home.
Nick came down with my mom to pick me up from the airport and my flight came in at like 11. and since i was sick, i don't remember much of the trip back home but i do know that. So I was telling my mom how i felt like i had a temp and when i went through security i was hoping they wouldn't stop me. The guy stopped me and asked me if i felt like i was hot. I remember thinkin "no but my boyfriend thinks i am!." I of course told nick and my mom what i had thought and my mother goes "Hannah!" and i went " and my boyfriend has a cute butt!". My Mother goes "HANNAH MARIE LEWIS!" Nick and I still laugh about that.

I'm going for my bachelor's at Indiana Wesleyan. I can't wait to start!
Taxes are over. It's like looking forward to Christmas and then being sad when Christmas is here.
I have almost all my work for this semester turned in!
Well there you go. Enjoy

Migraines be gone

So most of you know that i've suffered with migraines for almost my whole life.
Stress causes some, my eating causes some, and not working out , the list could go on and on and on. But Early in January i noticed that when i was having migraines, they would be between an 8-10 pain wise and i would have numbness in my left leg. When the numbness started to get worse, i decided it was time to go to the doctor. I had gone about 2 years ago and there was nothing they could do but put me on meds. Since they had tried 2 other meds and they didn't work, i decided why bother.

Anyways, Last Thursday the 11th of February, i went to the doctor, They said there wasn't anything they can do until i have tried 3 different meds total, So I agreed to try another med, which i wasn;t  too happy about because i didn't believe that it would work.
My last headache was on February 12th! I've gone 8 days without a migraine! That's the longest i've gone in so many years!!! I'm so thankful that the doctors have put me on the right meds.

Life is starting to turn around. I've decided to go for my bachelors in accounting, I love doing taxes, my migraines have stopped and..... drum roll please...... nope... You'll have to wait till next time...

Cowboysgal

Loss of a loved one. My special Friend Sasha

Christmas was hard this year. With everything that has happened these last couple of months, I didn't except it to be easy but i didn't expect it to be this hard.

On December 26th, 2015, My cousin Sasha committed suicide. It's been very hard on her husband, her kids, her parents and all of her family. My wonderful cousin was 27 years old, married to her wonderful husband Cody for 7 years, has a 3 year old daughter names Ember and a 5 month old son named Gus.
She suffered from postpartum depression for years and this time she didn't feel like she could work through it.
Here's a little poem that i really like. Please enjoy reading the poem and looking at my favorite pictures of Sasha.

​The Dash

by Linda Ellis copyright 1996

​I read of a man who stood to speak

at the funeral of a friend.

He referred to the dates on the tombstone

from the beginning…to the end.

He noted that first came the date of birth

and spoke the following date with tears,

but he said what mattered most of all

was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time

that they spent alive on earth.

And now only those who loved them

know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own,

the cars…the house…the cash.

What matters is how we live and love

and how we spend our dash.

So, think about this long and hard.

Are there things you’d like to change?

For you never know how much time is left

that can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough

to consider what’s true and real

and always try to understand

​the way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger

and show appreciation more

and love the people in our lives

like we’ve never loved before. 

If we treat each other with respect

and more often wear a smile,

remembering that this special dash

might only last a little while.

​So, when your eulogy is being read,

with your life’s actions to rehash…

would you be proud of the things they say

about how you spent YOUR dash?